Sunday, October 26, 2008

WHY?

WHY ARE PEOPLE SO CONSUMED WITH WHO MARRIES WHO? WHO CARES!?! PROP 8 HAS EVERYONE SO ABSORBED. NOW EVERYONE IS SPOUTING RELIGION. WE ARE OUR OWN UNIVERSE ABD SOME "GOD" DOES NOT CONTROLL WHAT WE DO OR WHAT WE BELIEVE. I AM ASHAMED AT THE HUMAN RACE FOR MAKING THIS THEIR TOP PRIORTY IN LIFE. HAVE WE NOTHING BETTER TO DO OR THINK ABOUT? WHAT ABOUT THE ECONOMY OR THE ANIMAL ABUSE OF PROP 2? HAVE WE NO SHAME? GROW UP PEOPLE!

Saturday, October 25, 2008

YES ON PROP 2!

EVERYONE NEEDS TO GO OUT AND VOTE FOR THE ANIMALS THIS YEAR! STOP BEING TRIVIAL ABOUT THE OTHER PROPS AND WORRY ABOUT THE ANIMALS! BESIDES PROP 8 SHOULDN'T EVEN BE A WORRY IN OUR WORLD. IT IS THE FUTURE AND WE NEED TO STOP WORRYING ABOUT WHO WE LOVE AND JUST LIVE. SPEAK UP FOR THE ONES WHO CAN'T!!!

Tuesday, October 21, 2008

INTRESTING FIND ON VAMPIRES

Real vampires do not necessarily drink blood-in fact, most of them do not. Blood-drinking and vampirism have been confused to the extent that for the average person, a vampire is defined as something that drinks blood (such as a "vampire bat"). But when we look beyond casual assumptions to the details of common beliefs, we find something quite different. Throughout both folklore and literature, there is an understanding that vampires require energy or life force. Many old folktales accept that vampires suck blood, yet never describe this actually happening. The victims slowly decline and waste away, and the survivors assume that some evil fiend is draining them of blood. They know that the Bible says, "the blood is the life", and anyone who was losing their life force must be losing blood. Yet, in many instances the vampire's "attack" does not even involve physical contact. In others, it is clearly sexual energy which is exchanged.1
Fresh blood is the highest known source of pranic energy (life force).2 Human beings have practiced blood-drinking for many reasons throughout history, but drinking blood alone does not indicate that a person is a vampire. Only real vampires can directly absorb the pranic energy in fresh blood, and for this reason some real vampires are attracted to blood and find different means of obtaining it.3 However, it is a rare vampire who cannot absorb energy in much more subtle ways. This is the mechanism that causes real vampires to inflict harm on others and themselves if they fail to recognize what is happening and do conscious work on transforming their inner natures. Vampires are no more likely to be either malicious or spiritually aware than the general population, but without awareness, they can spend their lives making themselves and others unhappy, and will continue to incarnate in this pattern until they take action to change it.
There are a number of external symptoms of vampirism, but it is important to realize that some of them are found in ordinary human behavior. Real vampires are identifiable partly because they have a majority of the symptoms, not just one or two. But more significantly, real vampires are distinguished by a certain quality to the energy. While anyone reading a description of the symptoms and behavior patterns might find a few that apply to people he knows, or even to himself, real vampires have a way of standing out vividly to everyone who interacts with them. There are few people who do not know at least one vampire.
Physically, vampires are usually "night people"" on a biochemical level. They have inverted circadian rhythms, with body cycles such as temperature peaks, menstrual onset, and the production of sleep hormones in the brain occurring at the opposite time of day from most people. They have difficulty adjusting to daytime schedules and frequently work nights. They tend to be photosensitive, avoiding sunlight, sunburning easily, and having excellent night vision. Their vitality ranges widely, and they can be vigorous and active one day, depressed and languorous the next.
They frequently have digestive trouble. Even those with cast-iron stomachs have many issues with food that are rooted in their constant hunger for energy. Contrary to the image of the vampire as thin, many real vampires are troubled by obesity because of a hunger that makes them food addicts, and a system that is sluggish in processing physical food. They are also sometimes troubled by other substance addictions for the same reasons, but since their systems are tuned to pranic energy more than to processing physical substance, they may not be as sensitive to drugs and alcohol as an ordinary person would be.
Emotionally and physically, vampires are unpredictable, moody, temperamental and overwhelming. The major distinguishing characteristic of real vampires as opposed to ordinary people who share those qualities is the vampire's intensity. Vampires are extremely intense people. They are frequently given nicknames such as "the black hole." When others talk about them (usually to complain about them), vampires are often described by such terms as "needy," "attention-seeking," "grandstanding," "manipulative," "exhausting," "draining," "monopolizes the conversation," "jealous," "huge ego," and so on. A vampire's emotions are deep, fervent, and powerful, and she usually displays great psychic ability and has uncontrolled magickal and psychic experiences. Vampires are also empaths, and while they remain unconscious of their natures, they are frequently "psychic sponges" who simply absorb vibrations from everywhere, with the expected emotional instability resulting.
A "hungry" vampire -- one whose energy level is imbalanced to the deficit side -- becomes an involuntary psychic vortex, drawing all pranic energy in the area towards her. When the energy does not flow in fast enough -- and it is typical of vampires that the energy never flows fast enough for them -- she will begin manifesting behavior patterns to increase the amount of conscious attention she gets from others. For this reason, some vampires develop a pattern of being aggressively confrontational, or of constantly antagonizing people with whom they have relationships. Nearly all vampires, whatever ploys they use, have a talent for attracting (or distracting) the attention of everyone present.
Once a vampire overloads on energy, she reverses her behavior patterns. She may become morose, silent, withdrawn and introverted. Some vampires become maniacally cheerful when they are satiated, but even their good moods seem to annoy others, and it is more typical for vampires to be infamous as wet blankets. "Hungry" and "overload" phases can occur within a few minutes or last for days at a time. Vampires are commonly loners, in part because they feel so different from those around them, but also because they have a need to control the degree of contact they have with sources of energy.
Real vampires are not the demonic fiends of Christianized folklore, but as long as they refuse to accept their inner nature, their bad reputation is not undeserved. Unconscious vampires have a tendency to reach adulthood with less than the average level of social skill and general finesse, and tend to be selfish and self-centered. The demands of their own energy systems are so distracting to them that it is difficult for them to pay attention to the needs of others. Their relationships tend to be disasters. Different vampires develop different patterns according to what works best for them in their life situation, but several patterns are common. The "femme fatale" or "lady-killer" vampire forms a continuous series of sexual connections with one partner at a time, dropping each unfortunate lover as they become too exhausted (or defensive) to support the vampire's energy needs. Other vampires form a long-term relationship with a single person: either another vampire whose energy cycle complements their own, or a person who derives satisfaction from being a psychic servant or martyr. A common pattern, especially in young adults, is to continuously join social, religious, political and magickal groups and either blow them apart or end up being thrown out. Vampires may go through roommates, housing situations, magickal groups, jobs and lovers like so much Kleenex.
Many people find that they feel "creepy" or "weird" around a vampire. This is usually due to the effects of one's own life force being drawn towards the vampire's vortex. Most people feel uncomfortable and distracted when their energy is pulled away from themselves. In addition to this, a common result of such an energy drain is for the aura to pull in tightly towards the body, and this causes a prickling sensation on the skin -- the "creepy-crawlies."

Saturday, October 4, 2008

Kids and Cats

I HAVE SOOO MANY OF BOTH! JUST KIDDING. I HAVE 3 KIDS....STILL LIKE A LITTER..RIGHT? WELL MY DAYS ARE NONE STOP AND I AM EXHAUSTED ALL THE TIME. CAFFEINE HELPS A LITTLE. AND SLEEP? WELL,,,,THERE NEVER IS ENOUGH. MY OLDEST HAS ME DRIVING HIM EVERYWHERE AND MY MIDDLE IS OVERLY DRAMATIC AND MAKES ME EXHAUSTED TRYING TO KEEP UP WITH HER MOOD SWINGS. THEN THE LIL ONE....WELL HE IS STILL LIL AND NEEDS ME ALL THE TIME. I HIT THE BED AT NIGHT AND STILL CAN'T GET SLEEP BECAUSE NO ONE ELSE WANTS TO SLEEP. I STILL GET THE MOM MOM MOM....ETC! AND I HAVE CATS....NEED I SAY MORE? THEN OF COURSE THE HUSBAND WONDERS WHY I DON'T EVER PAY ATTENTION TO HIM! THERE IS ONLY ONE OF ME. AND NOW I NEED A JOB. CAN YOU DIE FROM OVERLOAD? I SURE HOPE NOT.
THERE ARE WILD CATS OUTSIDE BECAUSE THE NEIGHBORS WON'T FIX THEIR CATS AND I FEEL I NEED TO TAKE CARE OF THEM BECAUSE I LOVE ANIMALS. I ALSO HAVE MY OWN KITTIES. I HAVE A CRIPPLED KITTEN TOO. HE IS THE BEST KITTY TOO. BUT HE NEEDS ATTENTION. YEP I AM GONNA GO CRAZY

Tuesday, September 23, 2008

Friday, September 19, 2008

MY LIL ONE PART2!

LASTNIGHT MY 4 YEAR OLD INFORMED ME THAT WE HAVE MACHINES IN US THAT MAKE US BREATH AND WHEN WE STOP THEY STOP BUT WE WE START THEY START. HE THINKS ABOUT THIS STUFF! I AM ALWAYS AMUSED.